Hush Little Baby, Don't Say a Word...

Two weeks ago this Sunday a terrible, heartbreaking thing happened to me and Jeremy.

We lost our child that we didn't know we had.

This...tragedy has happened to me before, but this time it just hurt so much worse. No, we're not financially ready for a child. No, we're not exactly mature enough for a child. But we would both make such great parents. Why then...why would God give us such a precious gift and then take it away?

I feel empty, cold. Like a tomb that can't even carry its dead.

One day, if I am granted this wish, I promise I will try to be the best mother in the world. Just...please, God, give me the chance.

Please pray. Just...pray.